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A Surprise Message

7/26/2018

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The message was staring at me from my laptop. It was early morning, so I read it a couple more times; blinking to be sure I saw it correctly.

The man who abused me as a child had begun commenting on common family Facebook posts. When I saw him my heart would begin to race and I felt anxiety rising within me. The abuse had taken place in the early years of my childhood, fifty years ago, and I’d had no contact with him since. But by my reaction when I saw his comments, I knew something needed to change.  I thought I had successfully placed that season of my life, that loss of innocence, neatly in a locked box on a dark closet shelf. But here it was spilling out, and producing an emotional and physical reaction all these years later. I knew I could “block” him, but I wanted to be free of the power his “presence” had over me and to be able to face him with confidence.
Through the Grief Recovery Method, I had the tools to do what I’d known I needed to do. This was compatible with my faith and the action I needed to take was clear.  I needed to forgive the man who had cast shame upon me and instilled fear into the little girl I’d been and who continued to momentarily paralyze me as an adult.

To forgive didn’t mean I was putting a stamp of approval on the wrong, hurtful things he’d done. It would never mean what he did was okay. Forgiveness didn’t have to mean we’d be “friends” again. And forgiveness wasn’t dependent upon him. It was my “get out of jail card.”

Once I took the steps through the process and made the choice to forgive, he had no power over me. I was able to see him as a person instead of a monster from my past.

Now I was looking at his message, “Please forgive me.”  Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined this would happen. Although shocked and surprised by him contacting me, and by his request, I was unshaken.

I told him I had forgiven him a long time ago, and he thanked me for lifting the burden from him. It felt good to be asked, and better to have already made that choice of action.

The Grief and Wellness Group has helped many move beyond the pain of loss. Along the way, there is always an element of forgiveness, whether it is of unmet hopes and dreams in a relationship or hurts that have occurred. You CAN choose to move beyond rather than allow it to hold you captive.

We have individual sessions and groups. Don’t put it off! Call us to reserve your spot at 520-668-5906 or 520-904-2804
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Kim Worcester
Grief Recovery Specialist
The Grief and Wellness Group

Kim has walked through the separation from her birth family for seventeen years of her childhood and the loss of innocence that abuse brings. With her B.A in Communications and a huge heart for those who are hurting, Kim has a desire to help guide others to move beyond loss to grief recovery.

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The Grief That Comes With Suicide

7/17/2018

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Some years ago, Robin Williams was famously quoted as saying that “Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.”  On the face of it, this sounds very logical.  The problem is that the thought of ending one’s life via suicide is a very emotional choice, often related to issues that have brought grief into that person’s life, many times as a result of mental illness. Emotions are rarely impacted by logic.  For the person contemplating taking their own life, their problems often seem insurmountable and hardly temporary.  For many, it’s seen as a “permanent solution to a permanent (or never ending) problem.”  The error of using logic to deal with emotional issues is something that we have focused on for years at The Grief Recovery Institute. 

There are a number of reasons that people might choose suicide.  Discussing the reasons behind this is not the purpose of this article.  There are a variety of websites that deal with suicide and suicide prevention that can be located with a Google search.  Our focus, at the Grief Recovery Institute, is in helping people deal with the aftermath of this act.  Suffice it to say that a majority of those who choose to end their lives never take into consideration how those that they leave behind will be negatively impacted by the action they have taken.

According to the Center for Disease Control (CDC), suicide is the 10th leading cause of death in the United States.  Sadly, it’s not just the United States that is impacted by suicide.  This is an action that impacts people worldwide!

The problem with the use of the term, “Suicide Survivor.”
People who have been emotionally impacted by suicide are frequently referred to as “suicide survivors.”  In truth, this clever label is really a misnomer.  The only true suicide survivors are those who fail to be successful in taking their lives.  Those who are left behind to deal with the emotional pain of such a loss are, in fact, grievers.  Giving them any other label simply serves to try and avoid the term “griever.”  Offering people a label does little to help them recover from their emotional pain.
 
The concept of giving grievers different labels has become quite popular in the past few years. Complicated Grief, Delayed Grief, Anticipatory Grief, Masked Grief, and Cumulative Grief are but a few of the common ones.  Sometimes that “label” can form a deterrent to taking recovery action.  If someone tells you that you are suffering from a particular kind of grief, but does not offer you possible steps to moving beyond that power, it’s very easy to simply accept that label as your lot in life and continue to suffer.  Our society is very good at telling people what is wrong with them, but not necessarily offering solutions for taking recovery focused action.

Why is it that those dealing with the suicide of a loved one suffer so much?
Suicide can leave an aftermath of overwhelming feelings in its wake.   The question of “why did they do it,” is often one that can never be completely answered, even if they have left a note.  Most of us have never learned any mechanism that can help us deal the emotional incompleteness associated with this question.

Following a suicide, those that are left behind also spend a great deal of time wondering if there were signs that we missed or ways we could have prevented it from happening.  These are normal and natural thoughts faced by these grievers.  It’s easy, in hindsight, for anyone to see different choices they might have made when faced with such a tragic event.  Once again, it’s a situation of trying to use logic to deal with an emotional event.  There is no question that, had they known that this person was actually planning to take their life, these friends and loved ones might have acted differently.  The obvious problem is that we can never really know what is going on in someone else’s head, no matter how we try to convince ourselves otherwise.

Sadly, as well, some people find far less positive and useful support from those around them after such an emotionally painful loss.  While attitudes have changed with the passage of time, as more has been said and written about suicide, many are still hesitant to share with others that this was the cause of death.  Within many, there is still a sense of fear in telling others that a loved one took their own life, based on the concern of how others might react.  This may be a particularly problem within some faith communities, where suicide is still viewed as a “sinful” act.  This inability to comfortably share with others the emotional pain with which we are dealing further complicates the grieving process.  The fears of questions and comments that might come from others results in these grievers further suppressing their emotions, rather than actually taking steps to effectively move through the grief and recovery process.

What is grief?
Grief is the normal and natural response to any major change that happens in our life!  When this change is caused by a sudden and unexpected death, those that are left behind are often faced with an enormous amount of “unfinished business” in that emotional relationship.

These grievers find themselves thinking of all of the conversations and discussions that were never completely resolved.  They think of things that they wish might have might have been different in that relationship.  They also find themselves facing a future that is far different than the one they had expected, that person still being a part of their life.  Simply described, they tend to focus on the things that they wish might have been different, better, or more in that relationship.

Such questions and emotional issues are common for all grievers.  Unfortunately, most people never learned or were never given any useful tools on how to deal with them.  Most of use spend a lifetime learning how to suppress our feelings of pain and sadness, rather than learning how to move beyond their devastating and strangling power.

The good news is that there is a positive and effective way to move through this difficult grieving process!
The Grief Recovery Method is a truly effective approach to dealing with any emotional loss if your life.  Its design makes it a particularly effective mechanism for those dealing with the loss of a loved one by suicide.

This Method is all about dealing with unfinished business in relationships.  It’s spelled out in “The Grief Recovery Handbook,” By John James and Russell Friedman.  Rather than being a textbook that just tells you what to do, it’s a guided journey that starts with an explanation of “misinformation,” that most of us learned at an early age, on how to deal with emotionally painful events.  More often than not, we are told to “be strong,” “keep busy”, and “don’t feel bad” when we feel sad.   This rarely makes us feel better, but instead encourages us to “stuff” our feelings.  That emotional pain does not go away, but instead comes to mind when we remember that loss or situation.   Every time that sadness resurfaces, it’s a reminder that we have never effectively dealt with that emotional pain.

The authors then guide you through the necessary steps to deal with that emotional pain, illustrating each one with examples of how they took those same recovery actions.  The net result is that you will be able to enjoy the fond memories of what that person brought to your life, rather than constantly focusing on their death.  In those situations where that person left you with a great deal of emotional pain (and very few fond memories), it gives you the needed action plan to escape from forever being a captive of those painful events.

This is an action plan you can take on your own, or with the assistance of a trained Grief Recovery Method Specialist, who has been certified by The Grief Recovery Institute®.

Unlike a traditional support group, which often simply forces you to constantly relive your emotional pain with little hope of recovery, this program is focused on moving you forward.  It allows you to let go of painful memories once and for all.
I have worked with more than 100 people, over the years, who lost loved ones to suicide and seen this work for them.  It can work for you as well!

Article re-posted with permission from Stephen Moeller. https://www.griefrecoverymethod.com/blog/2018/05/grief-comes-suicide


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Stephen Moeller has been a licensed Funeral Director since 1978. Steve established one of the first Grief Recovery Method Support Groups over thirty years ago. Since then, thousands of grievers have gone through his programs. Steve was the Director for Community Relations at Floral Haven Crematory, Funeral Home, and Cemetery in Broken Arrow, OK, prior to resigning to form Grief Recovery Resources, Inc. He also has served on the Tulsa County Task Force on Infant Mortality, the Tulsa Human Response Coalition, and was a member of “Ask the Experts” on Aurora Casket’s Funeral Plan. Steve is a featured grief and recovery speaker at hospitals, churches, civic clubs and many other organizations, but spends the bulk of his working time focused on Certification Trainings.

We at The Grief and Wellness Group would love to talk to you about meeting with one of our Grief Recovery Specialists. Call for more information: 520-668-5906 or 520-904-2804
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